A girl of my past and present
My heart burning torn between two realities
And yet her eyes tear me apart more than either of them
They shred through me like a samurai sword through the human body
Knocking aside any thought of trying to hide
Trying to block my eyes from seeing her as her eyes stare into who I am
They capture my thoughts in one glance and I am back to pondering
The one partial glimpse of eye contact was enough
She knows
She knows she is my greatest fear
Living constantly in my life ever present and near
A shadow that presents itself everyday I see her walk by
Everyday I see her among her friends
I can't run and I can't hide
But simply face her..
She is a constant trial of my strength
A constant pressure whispering in my ear thoughts of love
Thoughts of denial and heartbreak
Pain and harmony in one package
Memories and future in one place
At one time
And I have never known
But maybe she is a sign.
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